Mama said there would be days like this, make that weeks like this...but, we're all coming out of it just fine.

My little one came down with a high fever Sunday morning which lasted until Wednesday afternoon. After taking her into the Dr. on Monday we found she had a horrible case of Strep. It's been so hard for me to understand how she's been feeling, but just looking at her has broken my heart. She's missed a week of school and I've bribed her, baked for her, and tried spoiling her with anything at all that she would consider eating, but no, not 5 days into it anyway.


Things I've loved about this week:
Having her here with me. I do so love my little one, my buddy, my shadow...everything about her. My brother called me today and thought I should be nutty by now, but I told him, I'd go nutty when she went back to school next week and I was without her again. My life is full when my little one is home.



Slowing down...taking time to hold her, kiss her, and listen to all that she needs instead of rushing from here to there. Have I been productive this week...nope, not with my to-do list, but as her mama, yes I have.


There is something so endearing about caring for someone who needs you and finding something or doing something that makes them feel better, even if it's temporary. It fills my heart and makes me want to do more. Motherhood is amazing even in the middle of the night, stumbling around in the dark, rushing to help, wiping tears, rocking her back to sleep...I would never trade it for anything. My heart grows leaps and bounds with each moment I get to be hers and she is mine.

Phone calls from my mom...I have lived for them this week. Just to talk to her and hear her voice and laugh with her. She is priceless.
I am slowly coming to terms with the knowledge that I will only get to be a mama once. It has been the very hardest and most painful realization for me to endure, but my little one makes the hurt go away, the journey so worthwhile. I consider it a gift to be her mother, and each day a sweet, sweet present. Now if I could only make time slow down a little so life didn't pass by so quickly.
Tonight's project is something I made for Emma's Paperie. It originally stemmed from the idea of adding a punch to a brown bag so that you could see directly through the bag...very fun. I'll be trying it with different punches as time goes on. I added some Jillibean Soup paper and embellishments, trims, and all sorts of things to create gift pouches.
I've got the supplies used and instructions listed for you HERE at Emma's Paperie.
Thanks so much for coming by.
Melis
